Left Brain, Right Brain

I did it - I went home from work and I actually cried for real, just like I said I felt like doing! I came in and put away my coat and purse, looked through the mail and told Jon about my day. I also warned him that I was feeling especially menstrual and might need to cry for no logical reason at all, and then I sat down next to him, leaned over and laid my head on his leg and just sobbed. I felt so stupid. I moaned a bit about the wedding: "I just want everyone to be HAPPY - waaah" and how NO ONE was happy except ME, and even *I* wasn't happy because no one else was (yeah, I know, that doesn't even make sense. Tell that to my uterus.)

After about 90 seconds, I finished my crying and went to take a hot bath. So. Got that out of my system. We'll see how today goes.

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I STILL HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED SHOPPING FOR A DRESS. AAUUGGHHHH... ppptpphppbbbbbbbb